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didnt get to smoke last night but had a fun time eating jack in the box and being out really late at night
but my urges are worse than ever
my mom drowned my self esteem
and just feeling overall shitty
i could feel better so easily….
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Have you ever watched your friends from afar and realized they seem happier without you.
via Scout-002.
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gonna smoke for the first time tonight
better than cutting right?
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The Truth Of Cutting
- Society: oh I can't do my work on time better cut my wrist and kill myself maybe you should kill yourself.
- Reality: I can't do anything right but I can't let my mind win I'm stronger than this the razor is not my friend the monsters In my head are weak I can't disappoint my friends and family no one can know gosh I'm such a fuck up and I hate everything about how I look my grades are bad I can't make it in life, I can't do this anymore just one cut okay maybe one more, no I need to stop. I can't handle it no no no I need to end it I can't do it just breathe and pull the trigger.
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Im hurting so much that
i want to cut
out the pain
to make room for
good feelings and smiles
